a little scattered

today i was severely bothered because i did not know the correct grammar for a sentence i wanted to write.  use to or used to?  tried to look it up but didn't know a good site.  i hate when google can't solve all of my problems.

my skin is so itchy i think i might die.  i want to swim in a pool of vaseline and never come out.  i also wish i could apply lotion without christopher keeping a five foot distance for the following twenty four hours.

today i may or may not have shed tears while eating goldfish.  why?  i actually enjoyed eating them and was just so overwhelmed with gratitude and happiness about it.  ha.  i was glad not to have had an audience.

i did a million and one dishes tonight.  i think it was the first time i've done dishes in about six weeks.

my mom called me tonight at 10:45pm her time.  why?  it was the only time we were both available.  oh how loved i feel!  mother, if you read this i would tell you thanks for making me a priority and for calling instead of waiting for me to call you.  it's made me feel so special tonight.

i wish i wasn't hungry right now.  sometimes filling the bottomless pit is just exhausting... and unpleasant.

so happy tomorrow is friday.  this has been the longest week ever at work.  today, not so bad.  monday tuesday wednesday?  might as well have been an eternity.

tonight christopher came home from school and gave me a quick hug and a kiss.  then he told me he needed some time because he had some things he had to do.  he promptly got out his laptop and i decided to wait patiently until he was done.  when i recognized the texas game he was watching i gave up and left the room.  i tried to act annoyed but really i was just amused.  still am.  i should probably be offended about this.

i hear bedtime coming!